september, 2022

september 8 - 11:50pm
feeling: better

something has been playing on my mind. there recently was a car crash near me, five people died (all teenagers, some even my age) but the driver survived. he's going to jail i think. i dont know why but its affecting me. it just sounded so graphic and horrible and i cant get it out of my head.

i turn 16 in three months. its a weird feeling. i always looked up to the 16 year olds in my old school, couldn't ever imagine actually being their age. like, i feel like a REAL teenager? it sounds funny i know lol. but i can do a lot of stuff once im 16, even if it keeps me up at night thinking about my birthday.